Swati's Story:  Messages from My Unborn Child                            

What I wish to share with you is a beautiful journey I am going through. I love every moment of it. It is my journey with my son-to-be. Yes, that’s right. “Son-to-be”. You see, he is still in my womb. This journey feels sacred, and involves not just me, my husband, my daughter and this beautiful Spirit that has decided to share his life with us, but also some of my most cherished friends. It has been magical so far.

The journey began long back in march 2004 when I went to Hawaii for my training with Dr. Doreen Virtue as Angel Therapy Practitioner(R). I already had a beautiful family with my amazingly good hearted husband, and a very psychic little daughter who said the most profound things every now and then, and would leave me wondering where she got all that wisdom from. I was happy, content, and no way did I want to have another child. I was actually really vehemently against getting pregnant ever again. So it was really not what I wanted to hear when ATP staff member Wendy Eidman gave me a reading and said, “You are going to have another child. A son”. I said, “No way. I am not planning to have any more kids”. Wendy replied as if not hearing what I was saying, “He will be born around June, and will blow your mind away with the profound things he will say”. I tried to change the topic by saying, “I think you are talking about my little girl who says the most profound things. I already have this child. So, what are the other things the angels wants to tell me?” Wendy carried on unperturbed, “If you think your daughter says profound things, wait till you hear him talk”. I chose to ignore all that, and started talking of other things, because I truly did not want to have another child. I was interested in the other things Wendy was telling me – the non-kid things. That was the first contact I had with my son.

Next year I went for a Theta Healing workshop, and was channeling a wonderful angelic being/guide who I have sensed with me always. I often told him, “What do YOU know of the feelings and emotions I go through? You are a Spirit!” That day as I sat doing automatic writing with him, he wrote to me, “I promise to feel all you feel, with you. And I promise to feel them even more acutely than you. And I won’t tell you how, but I will tell you that in this year, 2005, I will meet you”. I dismissed all that as figment of my imagination. That was my second sign of my son coming to me.

On the 11th of September, my dear friend Dumari Dancoes came home, and was “practicing” her Indigo/Crystal children workshop in my healing room on me. I put “practicing” in quotes, because that’s what she and I thought she was doing – practicing! And I was being a supportive good friend to her by being there to listen to her. Soon we would know what she and I were actually there together for. She was talking, and I started seeing the room turn cloudy/smoky white. I also started feeling a little dizzy, and sensed the presence of a very high vibration in the room. I had seen and felt this Being even before, each time I counseled, taught or healed people in my healing room. So I recognized this presence as that of the Spirit I see as my angel/guide. However, that day I felt something that I couldn’t really place my finger on. So I asked Dumari if she felt or saw something. She looked at me strangely and said, “Yes, the room is turning cloudy/smoky white, and I feel slightly dizzy”. So she went and opened the windows, and continued talking. I remember this next moment so well. That’s because one moment before that, I was still in the “No WAY am I ever going to have another baby” mode, and the next moment everything changed!

I heard Dumari say, “Sometimes the unborn child speaks to its mother…”. And with that, in that fraction of a moment, I knew I was to get pregnant again. Waves of joy washed over me. No one tried to talk me into having another child. No discussions and no talks. I just knew. And I was actually happy about it, happy beyond words! I felt flushed with joy, peace, love. It was an incredible experience. I do not think my words can explain to you what I went through at that time. Time ceased to exist. I could see Dumari’s mouth move in slow motion, saying something else. But I couldn’t hear. I seemed to be in another state of mind.

Soon I was back to the moment, and everything turned “normal” again. I could hear, time went ticking as it should. But the incredible feeling of joy and of knowing what I had to do remained. I shared with Dumari what I had felt, and asked her if she thought I should be doing this. I could see Dumari in a kind of shock. She is one of my closest friends, and knows me really well. She knows how rabidly against I was about having another child. She decided to do a reading for me, and yet she was torn between two sides. A side of her that connects to the Divine very easily, and the human mind of Dumari. The Divine connection in her told me that I was not imagining things, and that I was given a choice, if I wanted, I could have this baby now. The human mind of my friend was simply concerned about me, knowing that I love my free time, do not like to be disturbed by children much, especially when I want my “me-time”. She knows how much work having two children is, and she knew just how much I was not prepared to take that on. So she reminded me, “Swati, having two children is a lot of work”. However, I could see she could not deny that she had just been a messenger and a tool to convey something really sacred. That was my third communication from my son.

While she was still there, I went into meditation and asked this Spirit what its purpose was. He replied very simply, “I am here for you mother. To help you, support you, and to tell you how much Father loves you”. He didn’t talk about healing or saving the world. He just said that much. And yes, I knew it was going to be a boy. To my surprise I was happy about him being a boy! I always preferred girls to boys because I felt it was easier with girls. I certainly never wanted boys. But here I was, knowing this was going to be a boy, and I was very happy to know that. That was the fourth communication with my not yet conceived son.

When my second grader daughter returned home from school that day, I told her what happened, and asked her to communicate with the angels to tell me what they can about my child. She tuned in, and then opened her eyes in shock, saying, “They say he will be even better than ME!” I could see the shock in her beautiful eyes about how can another child be better than her! So I asked her what they meant by that. She continued, “You know, how we forget the truth when we are born? He is not going to forget it. You and I will not teach him. He will teach us”. She immediately forgot her horror about having someone “better than her”, and hugged me and said she was so happy to have a baby brother.

When my husband came home from work, I asked him what he thought about having another baby, and told him all that happened. My husband who is very grounded in his muggle ways has always been supportive of my spiritual path. He just smiled, touched my forehead and asked me if I was ok. And he said he was with me in this. I calculated my fertile days. They were about 2 weeks away. I thought maybe by then I will change my mind. But no, nothing of the sort happened. I prayed and meditated for the “right” thing to happen, even though I knew in my heart that the right thing was already happening. Also, I kept demanding from Archangel Michael that my child be “Just like HIM!” The fertile days came, and then the waiting began for the time when I could test.

After the could-have-been-time-of-conception, I asked Archangel Michael to give me a dream in which I would know that my child would be “just like him”. That night I dreamt I was pregnant, however, it was with a baby monkey! This was nothing new. I have known that my guides and angels, including the Archangel himself were prone to teasing me often. When I woke up I was really mad! Very upset. I began yelling at Archangel Michael, “Can’t you be serious just ONCE with me?” I went downstairs very grouchily that morning to check my emails, and there was an email from Dumari for me. The contents just blew my mind away. She had emailed me to tell me, “Swati, I had this dream this morning. Archangel Michael came to me, and I asked him if you were pregnant. He said you were. And added that the baby would be JUST LIKE HIM”. The words left me speechless! I had never told Dumari that that was what I had been demanding of Michael. Yet, she got the same words I used, “Just like him”! I always knew my friend Dumari connected to Divine very easily. But now I was beginning to see it all even better. This was just the beginning of how Dumari would be conveying messages to me during my pregnancy…very very accurately.

This waiting period was agonizing. I knew it in my heart, in my bones that I was pregnant, but could not test. However, I couldn’t wait, and tested way before time. The result was negative. And I was very upset. For two days I went crazy wondering what had happened. I wanted to ask Dumari. But just couldn’t get myself to ask. At the end of two days, I got an email from Dumari, telling me, that she had a message for me from Archangel Michael. She said she was doing dishes, and he came through, told her that I was pregnant, and that he was amused at the way we clung to physical instruments to get confirmations, when in our hearts we knew what was true. He asked her to tell me that. Dumari replied that she didn’t want to say this to me, because what if the message wasn’t accurate? That would break my heart. To that he replied to her, "Stop doubting my message. Stop doubting your ability to hear me clearly. I would never lead you to say something that would hurt you or Swati. This is a message of LOVE. Feel the LOVE and the TRUTH of ME. You are a clear messenger and channel for the Divine. ALWAYS remember that!" (He is looking at me with a BIG, BEAUTIFUL SMILE!). So Dumari trusted and told me that. Once again, I was blown away by her connectedness to the Divine! I had not even told her I had got a negative result, and yet she got the message which accurately addressed my problem.

That evening I asked my 7 year old too. I told her that the result was negative. She replied without hesitating, “Michael says that the test did not work, try after a few days”.

I asked two more friends – Andrea and Rena. I simply asked them to tune into me to see if something was going on with me. I never told them I was trying for another child. Both asked me immediately, “Are you pregnant?” Rena replied to her own question, “Yes you are pregnant. No doubts about it. I can see the baby formed in your womb in golden energy”.

And I tested again in 2-3 days. It was positive! I was pregnant!! In the first try! Just like Wendy had said way back in 2004, the due date is in June.

Then followed many more experiences, experiences still going on with my pregnancy. I am starting my seventh month now. And I will continue to relate the magical communications I have been having with my child.